Music Is A Force Of Nature

I truly am happy! Yes, yes, I know my last post was quite harsh to the opposite sex but it is a necessity to over exaggerate on occasion. My relationship towards "penis-wearing faggots" as I called them is a love/hate relationship; and usually when it's towards the "hate" side, I am using a defense mechanism to refrain from being punched in the heart and occasionally my gaslopous.

Everything is clearer in hindsight, I guess..




















Yes, everything is clear now. I always assume that people are lying to me. When you said you needed time I wanted to know what her name was. Little did I know that I was a complete arse who didn't see your genuine heart. I see it now! You are beautiful. Oh, and I love you.
























I went for a cup of mediocre coffee and a half empty (full?! ) pack of smokes today with one of my dearest friends. We discussed the difference between love and lust (because we both have experienced the two polar opposite relationships). Polar opposites, yes, but there is a shady, shady gray where the mind can be fooled. Don't let your heart be fooled!

Lust is selfish. It is only wanting to take without giving. Be careful with this, you can end up looking like a cunt if you lust to hard.

Love, yet dangerous, is fucking epic! Love is selfless. Loving can only be completed when it is mutual. Loving another means wanting the best for the other, even if that means it is not with you. It is a teeter totter that needs to be balanced. Putting the other (and their needs) first is quite important. (But only if it is returned, you don't want to be a fucking doormat little bitch!) Equally caring, equally sharing is love!



















Yes, you heard it right, I am happy. With that said, I am distracted by your temporary insanity. I don't blame you for creating a mock life to escape to. It's like a novel in your head that you cannot tell the difference between nonfiction and fiction.






















To me, you sound insane. It makes me cry hearing you speak of this world, but maybe I am not fortunate enough to be able to escape like you. To me, you are a genius. You are my best friend. I am miles and miles away from you yet every night you get to spend hanging out with me. I'm jealous, I want to hang out with you.

Being normal is comforting. I want you to be normal again because it brings me comfort.
As fucked up and selfish as that may be, I love you and want you to get better. I am exhausted and I am sure you are too.



This is my favorite artist who does all the work for Imaginary Foundation, and it is so radical! Yet, I cannot find out what his/her name is! If anyone knows it do tell because he/she is genius. This picture below will be my next tattoo (Without the quote underneath). I love the industrial/contemporary mixture he/she uses, it's dope! Lemme know if you like his/her work...

_NoTorreyOus